Too often we blame unforseen forces on our troubles and joys. Some people call this God, the Universe or Karma - I call it Life. I plead with "Life" to change or thank it for my recent blessings. These events are not the products of forces beyond our control, but rather by the choices we make. Here, I will document my on-going letter to Life, as well as trace the choices I make in order to re-take control of my own life.