Eating Disorder Thoughts in my Pregnancy

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So far my pregnancy is going along swimmingly, which is a major relief. Honestly, we weren’t sure I would be able to have children with all the torture I’ve put my body through over the last 10 years especially, so this really is a dream come true. The statistics on women with a history of

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Thoughts on Photos

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I have a really hard time with taking photographs of myself, or allowing them to be taken. I always felt that if there was going to be photographic evidence of what I looked like, I needed to look my best. Only times when I felt thin or beautiful were ever photographed – after fasting, meeting

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Teacher Training is MAGICAL!

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Teacher Training was AMAZING!! I wrote about my fears in going to training in my last post and I am SO glad I faced them. I made some wonderful new friends, started to get some personal insights, watched other people grow into a better sense of themselves, learned SO much and had an incredible amount

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Looks Aren’t Everything

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I was a bridesmaid in my best friend’s wedding last month. The work up to the wedding was very hard on me with dresses and fittings, dinners and everyone around me losing weight. I somehow survived it all and made it to the big day; I bought spanx, continued eating according to my meal plan,

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