When in the depths of an eating disorder, “symptoms” are often hard to define. I remember when I was very ill, I was restricting at every meal and purging 2-3 times a day. Objective binging was never a symptom of mine, but I did have subjective binges (I’ll explain this all later). I found it
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I made THE BEST smashed potatoes for dinner – I ate way more than a serving because they were so amazing. I’ve wanted ice cream all week, so I had some for dessert. More than one serving (not that I measured) because it looked so pitiful in the bowl. 9 months ago this would have
I just locked myself out of the bathroom. Why? Because my recovery means more to me than the short-lived relief purging would provide. I am stronger than this.
The other day we saw a movie and it got me thinking a LOT about the comparisons we do every day. We saw Divergant and it was actually a pretty good movie! The issue – I had trouble concentrating because I couldn’t stop thinking about how I wish I had the actress’ hair. How completely